Four Seconds
Laura Andrade
“I’m not going to try it,” I said.
“You’ll like it,” she argued.
“I know I’ll like it,” I said. “That’s why I’m not going to try it.”
“Try it just this once and I’ll never ask you to do it again.”
That WAS a deal. I slipped back into the driver’s seat while Pat corn-rowed two neat lines of the silky white powder on the back of a plastic cassette tape cover.
Fifteen hundred dollars every month, an abusive boyfriend, a molested child, a lost family, hotels for houses, a ruined leg, a gun to my head, a knife to my butt, a jail cell all my own. Black eyes, bruised days, broken hours. Looking back, it seems strange what I gave up to get my roommate off my back.
It only took four seconds.
***
In her debut memoir, Andrade tells of her years with cocaine and crystal methamphetamines—using, then selling—until all she had left of the life she wanted was a chalk outline and a pack of cigarettes. This is the story of her use and recovery, of the people who frustrated and inspired her, of her decision to leave the drug world.
It is the story of her slow, often unsteady walk home.
Author's note: This is the complete story for Four Seconds. It includes Four Seconds to Fall, Four Seconds to Break, and Four Seconds to Heal.
Duration - 7h 7m.
Author - Laura Andrade.
Narrator - Belinda Lams.
Published Date - Monday, 06 January 2025.
Copyright - © 2019 Laura Andrade and Jean Knight Pace ©.
Location:
United States
Description:
“I’m not going to try it,” I said. “You’ll like it,” she argued. “I know I’ll like it,” I said. “That’s why I’m not going to try it.” “Try it just this once and I’ll never ask you to do it again.” That WAS a deal. I slipped back into the driver’s seat while Pat corn-rowed two neat lines of the silky white powder on the back of a plastic cassette tape cover. Fifteen hundred dollars every month, an abusive boyfriend, a molested child, a lost family, hotels for houses, a ruined leg, a gun to my head, a knife to my butt, a jail cell all my own. Black eyes, bruised days, broken hours. Looking back, it seems strange what I gave up to get my roommate off my back. It only took four seconds. *** In her debut memoir, Andrade tells of her years with cocaine and crystal methamphetamines—using, then selling—until all she had left of the life she wanted was a chalk outline and a pack of cigarettes. This is the story of her use and recovery, of the people who frustrated and inspired her, of her decision to leave the drug world. It is the story of her slow, often unsteady walk home. Author's note: This is the complete story for Four Seconds. It includes Four Seconds to Fall, Four Seconds to Break, and Four Seconds to Heal. Duration - 7h 7m. Author - Laura Andrade. Narrator - Belinda Lams. Published Date - Monday, 06 January 2025. Copyright - © 2019 Laura Andrade and Jean Knight Pace ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:00:42
Author Disclaimer
Duration:00:01:42
Prologue
Duration:00:01:46
Part 1, Hawaii
Duration:00:00:07
Chapter 1
Duration:00:09:17
Chapter 2
Duration:00:19:41
Chapter 3
Duration:00:16:19
Chapter 4
Duration:00:33:05
Chapter 5
Duration:00:06:52
Chapter 6
Duration:00:27:46
Part 2, San Diego
Duration:00:00:09
Chapter 7
Duration:00:15:50
Chapter 8
Duration:00:13:19
Chapter 9
Duration:00:12:46
Chapter 10
Duration:00:29:26
Chapter 11
Duration:00:16:29
Chapter 12
Duration:00:16:18
Chapter 13
Duration:00:17:37
Chapter 14
Duration:00:22:05
Chapter 15
Duration:00:37:52
Chapter 16
Duration:00:14:56
Chapter 17
Duration:00:08:24
Part 3, Indiana
Duration:00:00:08
Chapter 18
Duration:00:15:50
Chapter 19
Duration:00:05:11
Chapter 20
Duration:00:31:33
Chapter 21
Duration:00:11:52
Chapter 22
Duration:00:12:35
Chapter 23
Duration:00:10:19
Chapter 24
Duration:00:04:33
Epilogue
Duration:00:02:51
Afterword by Jean Knight Pace
Duration:00:04:19
Acknowledgments
Duration:00:04:07
About the Authors
Duration:00:00:48
Ending Credits
Duration:00:00:33