My Kaleidoscope Eyes: A Journal Journey with Retinitis Pigmentosa
Pamela Edwards
Pamela Edwards was going blind.
What job could she do without vision?
How would she support herself and her children?
When Pamela received her retinitis pigmentosa diagnosis, it sent her world into chaos. As a single mother of three small children, she had to fight. Giving into the blindness was never an option. She needed to find a way but feared time was not on her side. With the help of those closest to her, she found the resources and confidence to persevere.
Consumed with self-doubt, Pamela pursued training and education to help her function in daily life without vision. Every experience taught her something new about herself and helped her to go on another day. Despair consumed her, but she reached deep within and searched her inner soul. She wrapped herself in music. She found joy in her children. She prepared for a future without sight. And she journaled almost every day. But with each passing day, month, and year, she waited for the morning when she would wake up to complete darkness.
Many years later, with a small field of vision remaining, Pamela revisited her personal journals from the years when she struggled to make it through the day. She saw them in a new light. The grief that had overwhelmed her had not kept her from finding joy and purpose in life. The journey brought her full circle in her healing and self-growth. Through every bittersweet hardship, she was transformed. She replaced the days of feeling inadequate with days of creative self-expression. Now, she sees her life for what it is and what it has always been.
A kaleidoscope of beauty.
Duration - 10h 51m.
Author - Pamela Edwards.
Narrator - Abigail Reno.
Published Date - Tuesday, 17 January 2023.
Copyright - © 2021 Pamela Edwards ©.
Location:
United States
Description:
Pamela Edwards was going blind. What job could she do without vision? How would she support herself and her children? When Pamela received her retinitis pigmentosa diagnosis, it sent her world into chaos. As a single mother of three small children, she had to fight. Giving into the blindness was never an option. She needed to find a way but feared time was not on her side. With the help of those closest to her, she found the resources and confidence to persevere. Consumed with self-doubt, Pamela pursued training and education to help her function in daily life without vision. Every experience taught her something new about herself and helped her to go on another day. Despair consumed her, but she reached deep within and searched her inner soul. She wrapped herself in music. She found joy in her children. She prepared for a future without sight. And she journaled almost every day. But with each passing day, month, and year, she waited for the morning when she would wake up to complete darkness. Many years later, with a small field of vision remaining, Pamela revisited her personal journals from the years when she struggled to make it through the day. She saw them in a new light. The grief that had overwhelmed her had not kept her from finding joy and purpose in life. The journey brought her full circle in her healing and self-growth. Through every bittersweet hardship, she was transformed. She replaced the days of feeling inadequate with days of creative self-expression. Now, she sees her life for what it is and what it has always been. A kaleidoscope of beauty. Duration - 10h 51m. Author - Pamela Edwards. Narrator - Abigail Reno. Published Date - Tuesday, 17 January 2023. Copyright - © 2021 Pamela Edwards ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:00:15
Dedication
Duration:00:01:03
Epigraph
Duration:00:00:52
Preface
Duration:00:02:26
Acknowledgements
Duration:00:01:39
Chapter 1
Duration:00:09:03
Chapter 2
Duration:00:19:57
Chapter 3
Duration:00:08:32
Chapter 4
Duration:00:11:33
Chapter 5
Duration:00:05:05
Chapter 6
Duration:00:06:02
Chapter 7
Duration:00:07:00
Chapter 8
Duration:00:16:00
Chapter 9
Duration:00:07:13
Chapter 10
Duration:00:13:07
Chapter 11
Duration:00:13:11
Chapter 12
Duration:00:11:52
Chapter 13
Duration:00:13:20
Chapter 14
Duration:00:20:48
Chapter 15
Duration:00:19:45
Chapter 16
Duration:00:09:52
Chapter 17
Duration:00:15:42
Chapter 18
Duration:00:10:59
Chapter 19
Duration:00:30:57
Chapter 20
Duration:00:11:38
Chapter 21
Duration:00:05:47
Chapter 22
Duration:00:23:39
Chapter 23
Duration:00:10:38
Chapter 24
Duration:00:15:46
Chapter 25
Duration:00:12:09
Chapter 26
Duration:00:17:34
Chapter 27
Duration:00:16:03
Chapter 28
Duration:00:11:34
Chapter 29
Duration:00:09:49
Chapter 30
Duration:00:10:46
Chapter 31
Duration:00:11:59
Chapter 32
Duration:00:36:51
Chapter 33
Duration:00:12:45
Chapter 34
Duration:00:07:44
Chapter 35
Duration:00:12:36
Chapter 36
Duration:00:16:07
Chapter 37
Duration:00:14:25
Chapter 38
Duration:00:18:02
Chapter 39
Duration:00:27:16
Chapter 40
Duration:00:15:28
Chapter 41
Duration:00:11:29
Chapter 42
Duration:00:13:40
Chapter 43
Duration:00:10:34
Chapter 44
Duration:00:23:24
Chapter 45
Duration:00:05:08
Chapter 46
Duration:00:06:45
Chapter 47
Duration:00:03:45
About the author
Duration:00:01:17
Ending Credits
Duration:00:00:25