Bleeding Chaos
Nikki Ash
Gage
I lost my first love. This time, I'm going to win the second girl who owns my heart—no matter the stakes.
Being the drummer for Raging Chaos is the only thing that’s kept me going for the past six years. Even the music isn’t enough to drown out the guilt that's been suffocating me since what happened to Tori.
When Sadie storms into my life, ripping through my trepidations, sorrows, and bitterness, I can't help but wonder if she could be my second chance.
I could love her, but in order to do that, I have to stop hating myself first.
Easier said than done. Before I have the chance to mend this broken heart, I push Sadie away and hit rock bottom.
The next time I see her, she has a baby. And if that's not hurtful enough, it's not just any baby.
It’s my baby.
Sadie
Bleeding hearts can still beat. I'm living proof of that.
At first, Gage was just someone to take away the pain—until I realized he was battling demons of his own.
I never meant to get too close to the devil with the drumsticks, but once I did, he shoved me out of his life with a force.
My heart might be cracked, but his is completely broken. And trying to save him would destroy us both.
So, I do the right thing and I walk away—not only to protect me but also our unborn baby.
I had no idea who Gage was to the world when I slipped into his bed. Now that I'm out of it, it's clear he’ll have to clean up his act before he’s father material.
But then we meet again, and I'm reminded of the man he could be.
The man he was born to be, before tragedy struck and the chaos left his heart barely beating.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: Like real life, the characters are far from perfect, make morally gray decisions, and deal with subjects that may be sensitive for some readers. If you are looking for a safe romance, this series is not for you. Trigger warnings (which contain spoilers) can be found on my website.
Duration - 13h 29m.
Author - Nikki Ash.
Narrator - Gregory Salinas.
Published Date - Friday, 19 January 2024.
Copyright - © 2023 Nikki Ash ©.
Location:
United States
Networks:
Nikki Ash
Gregory Salinas
Love & Lyrics
Pink Flamingo Productions
English Audiobooks
Findaway Audiobooks
Description:
Gage I lost my first love. This time, I'm going to win the second girl who owns my heart—no matter the stakes. Being the drummer for Raging Chaos is the only thing that’s kept me going for the past six years. Even the music isn’t enough to drown out the guilt that's been suffocating me since what happened to Tori. When Sadie storms into my life, ripping through my trepidations, sorrows, and bitterness, I can't help but wonder if she could be my second chance. I could love her, but in order to do that, I have to stop hating myself first. Easier said than done. Before I have the chance to mend this broken heart, I push Sadie away and hit rock bottom. The next time I see her, she has a baby. And if that's not hurtful enough, it's not just any baby. It’s my baby. Sadie Bleeding hearts can still beat. I'm living proof of that. At first, Gage was just someone to take away the pain—until I realized he was battling demons of his own. I never meant to get too close to the devil with the drumsticks, but once I did, he shoved me out of his life with a force. My heart might be cracked, but his is completely broken. And trying to save him would destroy us both. So, I do the right thing and I walk away—not only to protect me but also our unborn baby. I had no idea who Gage was to the world when I slipped into his bed. Now that I'm out of it, it's clear he’ll have to clean up his act before he’s father material. But then we meet again, and I'm reminded of the man he could be. The man he was born to be, before tragedy struck and the chaos left his heart barely beating. AUTHOR’S NOTE: Like real life, the characters are far from perfect, make morally gray decisions, and deal with subjects that may be sensitive for some readers. If you are looking for a safe romance, this series is not for you. Trigger warnings (which contain spoilers) can be found on my website. Duration - 13h 29m. Author - Nikki Ash. Narrator - Gregory Salinas. Published Date - Friday, 19 January 2024. Copyright - © 2023 Nikki Ash ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:15:54
Prologue
Duration:20:10:20
Chapter 1
Duration:16:30:27
Chapter 2
Duration:03:28:54
Chapter 3
Duration:07:35:46
Chapter 4
Duration:18:51:28
Chapter 5
Duration:18:06:30
Chapter 6
Duration:11:33:23
Chapter 7
Duration:12:54:50
Chapter 8
Duration:04:04:28
Chapter 9
Duration:03:19:58
Chapter 10
Duration:08:56:28
Chapter 11
Duration:38:26:34
Chapter 12
Duration:17:22:06
Chapter 13
Duration:11:07:12
Chapter 14
Duration:17:45:09
Chapter 15
Duration:12:09:33
Chapter 16
Duration:15:04:02
Chapter 17
Duration:19:03:24
Chapter 18
Duration:15:48:48
Chapter 19
Duration:18:57:52
Chapter 20
Duration:20:00:27
Chapter 21
Duration:16:40:47
Chapter 22
Duration:16:13:54
Chapter 23
Duration:14:03:15
Chapter 24
Duration:08:22:13
Chapter 25
Duration:10:24:45
Chapter 26
Duration:12:08:54
Chapter 27
Duration:16:05:19
Chapter 28
Duration:11:05:20
Epilogue
Duration:04:18:37
Ending Credits
Duration:00:32:48