Hating To Love My Life
Courtlin D. Fields
The first of five planned volumes of poetry, The Chapbook 1 speaks of suicide, love, breakups, the loss of a child, and the loss of a parent. However, Courtlin found a way to turn these darkest memories and feelings into something positive.
As a man, it is hard to express your feelings. Then, to be a Black man adds another layer. To be a light-skinned Black man, there is trouble in those waters too.
This is not a book to tell you how to live your life. This is not a book to tell you how to make millions. This is a book of poetry to let you know that you are not alone. Every expressed emotion is real. Every poem means something personal. Hopefully, sharing my poems with you will inspire some degree in knowing no matter your skin color.
Duration - 6h 2m.
Author - Courtlin D. Fields.
Narrator - Courtlin D. Fields.
Published Date - Sunday, 21 January 2024.
Copyright - © 2022 Courtlin D. Fields ©.
Location:
United States
Networks:
Courtlin D. Fields
Hating To Love My Life
Gatekeeper Press
English Audiobooks
Findaway Audiobooks
Description:
The first of five planned volumes of poetry, The Chapbook 1 speaks of suicide, love, breakups, the loss of a child, and the loss of a parent. However, Courtlin found a way to turn these darkest memories and feelings into something positive. As a man, it is hard to express your feelings. Then, to be a Black man adds another layer. To be a light-skinned Black man, there is trouble in those waters too. This is not a book to tell you how to live your life. This is not a book to tell you how to make millions. This is a book of poetry to let you know that you are not alone. Every expressed emotion is real. Every poem means something personal. Hopefully, sharing my poems with you will inspire some degree in knowing no matter your skin color. Duration - 6h 2m. Author - Courtlin D. Fields. Narrator - Courtlin D. Fields. Published Date - Sunday, 21 January 2024. Copyright - © 2022 Courtlin D. Fields ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:10:45
My mission statement
Duration:01:03:28
Resilience part 1
Duration:04:31:07
Resilience part 2
Duration:02:16:38
Self-encouragement
Duration:02:24:36
I AM
Duration:01:06:00
Not mean to be
Duration:01:34:14
Body of prayer
Duration:01:44:21
Cant find love
Duration:02:14:52
The last time
Duration:02:25:12
Not enough
Duration:01:03:09
Lost playing games
Duration:02:42:33
Confusing confession
Duration:03:14:19
Not my home
Duration:03:42:09
Knowing you had gone
Duration:04:18:28
Pause
Duration:02:19:45
On purpose
Duration:02:56:48
Thouhgts getting in the way
Duration:02:12:48
Blackness
Duration:01:43:36
Lightskin
Duration:02:55:40
Surviving
Duration:01:57:19
Fighting for my life
Duration:01:58:02
Season heart bullshit
Duration:03:03:09
Ending Credits
Duration:00:23:18